While i was having my dinner yesterday, i have been wondering what i have achieved so far in my life. Well, i cant say there's nothing of course, but it's just that..hmm.. it seems that my life is lack of something. Something that is big and ambitious, something which can tempt me to work towards it.
For the past 17 years, i have been living in a "variety is the spice of life" world. If there's a dead end in front of the road, i just U-turn and take another way out. And since i have the excuse of being "young and innocent", i can be whatever i want and do anything i like. But life is not a bed of roses, i cannot expect things to turn out well for me all the time. I have to grow up. I need to be independent and be a person which family and friends can rely and trust on. Of course i know it will be quite difficult given by my current personality & thinking mindset. But who knows, world is full of miracles and surprises. One day, you will be shocked. (=
But, haste makes waste, so sometimes it is better to do things slowly and methodically. A dramatic change doesn't suit me at all. A small change will do. Yes, that will be good enough....for me.
Of all, i hereby annouce the the new start of my life! An end of everything, a beginning of one thing! Dont be a man of straw! yeah!
