Something has been missing. But, what can I do instead of just holding on.
FYP has been torturing me. Yea, Final Year Project! For gooooodness, I have already got my last semester result and yet Im still doing my FYP. Wad a joke~ -.- Lets just hope today will be the last one. LET me off plz, client. Lol :P
Sometimes, my imagination can run really wild, as in, it can come to a certain degree of atrocious and too innocent form. In my world, everything is possible~ , everything will just work their way out. My expectations can go really high and I can always find reasons when it fail to work out in my way. I told myself to face it with laughter instead of just grumbling on it. I held on to what I believe and always explain to myself that it must be my bad when something went wrong. I made sure I would try my best not to make any similar mistakes again. I dare not look back as I could not afford to experience the same unhappiness again. So, I look forward, always reminding myself that sunshine are just a few steps ahead. I told myself to grow strong, to be able to complete each task perfectly, and to be merlicious in everything I do. Greediness should not belong to my world and I should be contented with what I have. Respect and cherish all people I have known is a Must in my life as they're the one guiding me through my life with happiness and joy. Making sure I am meeting the expectations of others has become a routine activity and I should never be discouraged by obstacles and challenges.
But, can I just have a day of rest.
Sometimes, it's just too heavy~ with all these.
How I wish things could work in my way. How I wish I could execrise my stubborness without anyone getting upset or disappointed. How I wish I have the power to read mind so that I do not have to worry every action I made. How I wish......
