Im so sick of myself for being so !@#$%^.. Everytime I decided on certain things, I can regret in the next minute. LOL I has been emphasizing everyday that I have to let go and forget about it but beware, the devil pops up into my mind every second and destroyed my thin layers of defense i tried to build up. Aiyaaaa.. i know myself i allow tt to happen bcoz i dun want to have any regrets la and i just cant allow things to end up like this.. so i keep trying and trying, hoping i could change something hahaha..which at the same time, forcing myself to a dead end. Contradicting lah~ but life is a mystery~ haha
soooo.. i have decided. Instead of forcing myself, why not just accept it. Trust me, it's so difficult to stop everything in just one decision.Well, You have to face the problem first den you will be able to solve it. you may not own it but you can treasure it.. tts wad life should be.. and I have actually forgot my philosophy of my life!!! RAH! it's all ur fault.. hahaha..
P.S not everything can be achieved through 1 + 1 = 2. But, my future will still have your memories :D
