I feel so relieved today~ you know wad.. i think i can do it this time.. to breathe like last time.. and to smile like I always do.. These few months are like a storm to me, with troubles and unhappiness falling down and suspicious striking across my sky. It's really tiring and too much for me to bear and so..... i learn to let go some of it.. It's not easy and took me so long to manage that.. but in this world, u does not need to own everything but u can choose to treasure it. Forcing your way through may be deemed as a heroic move but sometimes, you just have to let it be... My war...i have been fighting for so long... so long that i eventually lost my smile during the journey.. but this time.. i know i can find it back by myself.. im sure i can...
Anyways, i have finally received my contact lenses. I have waited for like 2 months for it??? the shop took toooooo long to have it deliver to my house..
