Do you know when your heart sensed something is wrong, it will give a loud warning sound just like when someone breached into your security system, you will get those BEEP BEEP sound. You assume it will just stop after some time, but it just continue to BEEP so loud and obvious, like a monk is reciting right next to u, that you have to come out from your cave to face it eventually. Yes, this is what I'm experiencing now. And I hate it. Totally. Because it's telling me that what I've believed so far is just another mistake. Damn!
