I did a little surprise for u! just something I should have given u long ago but i selfishly kept it with me for a few days. I duno if you share it with anyone else, but I put it at a place where the both of us know. Seriously, i doubt you will notice it. Just worry that it will remain unfound till next year. Will be quite saddening to know that the gifts were left there untouched. But I just dont feel like telling u directly. If you have pay a little attention to what i have been doing, a little care of what i have been trying to say, you should have been able to find it. Found it or not, I wouldnt be angry. During these few weeks, i think im recovering well. I should have accept things as it is and not complaint or grumble for things that i couldnt get but wanted so so much. I gave up choices for you but.... in the end, maybe i really did a bad job, but no regrets... At least, I tried. The only console i can give myself
