Am afraid to open my mouth now. Am afraid that I will say something that I will regret later on.
Am afraid to move now. Am afraid that I will do something that will take me million years to erase the pain. Because I believed, I'll have to bear any consequences that come along. Because I trusted, I need to stay strong no matter what happen. Because I hoped, I will have to live through the happiness or sadness no matter where the ending leads to.
Just did my first ever conducting session today! so nervous that I can feel butterflies in my stomach.. *flutter flutter* hahaha.. luckily the kids were obedient and nice. Am glad that I didnt forget my speech and have great colleagues guiding me along the way. WOOO! more to come :)
