Trying real hard to stay focused. It's exceptionally difficult with this rainy weather and the song that keeps revolving inside my head. My friend told me about the Kite theory. She said, "You have to let the kite fly as high as it wants, holding it back will only break the only string you have with it. Don't worry that it flies off too far, it will come back to your side in the end. But, if it's never meant to be yours, then just let it go." It makes sense. Trust is a five letter word but it costs your heart so so much that you wish the pain will subside a little when you hold your breath. Though it was never what I've wished, I will do what I can. I will squeeze all the little sweet memories into the music box and keep it safely. To pretend is difficult, but to ignore is the hardest of all. But..... time... is all we needed. isn't it, Time?
I'm sad.
P.S. Dont hold promises too preciously. The heartache will be even more when you found out you're the only person guarding it.
