My mum told me casually, "Maybe this time round, it's a blessing in disguise. " I remember I looked at her with disbelief and sarcasm. Two weeks later, I got to admit, mum is simply awesome in her own ways. These so-many-days of idling made me sit down and rest thoroughly. Physically and most importantly, mentally. I tend to over-think matters and I know this is part of the flaws of me. After my exams, I play as hard as I could. I gave way to my heart and let her leads me to wherever she wants. I don't wanna care about consequences and implications. I disregard all my rules. I packed my schedule as full as I could. With work, with friends, with family. I enjoyed all those beautiful moments but it's just like two unmatched puzzle pieces. You can't use happy moments to cover what hurts you. What do you say? 

:)