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A sunny and A rainy day

The day you couldnt stop your heart from falling, is the day you opened the door to sadness and despair.

I wish I was a little stronger, a little more powerful

Looking back at the failed past, I wouldn't gave all the blame to the other parties. They all have something in common which I do not want to forgo. It cuts my fingers but I refused to let go. Stubborn they said. But for all my life till now, I was taught to be resilience, to have perseverance. These teachings are not wrong, i just used a key to unlock other type of lock. It's wouldn't open.

At this point of time, I just wanna give myself a hug, a little comfort. Everything's gonna be fine. They have it all planned for you. I'm not trying to hide the truth. I'm just trying to survive a little more in this wide world. Not building walls, but to build a much stronger and powerful heart.